(Originally written December 4, 2022)

Without the hard times, we wouldn’t be able to enjoy the good times as much right? I am still sick. Spain lost to Japan. (But still advanced.) USA lost to Holland. (And is out.) I’m a big fan of Spanish football btw.

I think I am just looking for a receptacle for the emptiness I’ve felt this week. Falling in and out of consciousness between fever dreams. Not being able to bear the sound of music. Not being able to contact my mother on her birthday. I think that being very sick when you’re on your own is hard.

I am grateful to the people who have talked to me this week, and the person who helped me. At times I’ve felt like I’m going crazy, you know?

It’s just like with the good things though, you have to revel in it. And explore it to see how it really feels. You don’t get access to your full range of emotions all the time.

I was able to create these 4 images yesterday.

I hope you enjoy them, and that you, yourself, have had a good week!

Stay warm.

dc

Sickness.

Self-Sorting.

Time.